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  She was petite. Cute. Her dark hair cut in a short, pixie-looking cut. Her brown eyes were like a doe’s, large, brown, thick-lashed and held a hint of sadness. This, in turn, created a protective urge that surprised him.

  He pushed down the reaction. He was in no position to protect anyone. He was having a hard enough time taking care of himself.

  “Everything okay?” Evangeline asked as Mia walked over to where the older lady stood, reading a book with one hand, pushing the stroller back and forth with another.

  “Yeah. She’s settled. Hopefully that lasts until I get back to the store.”

  “Hey, Mia,” Denny said. “Nate and I came to take Evangeline out for supper. You want to join us?”

  “Sorry,” Mia said with a smile of regret. “I have to catch Tate’s father before he quits for the night and I’ve got a ton of other things to do yet.”

  She didn’t look at Nate this time and he was confident he was part of the reason she turned down the invitation. He felt like he should apologize for his reaction but then caught himself. Apologizing was Denny’s thing.

  He was always the one who felt like he had to smooth things over with Jodie, Adrianna and Trista. Nate would hunker down, avoid eye contact and keep himself from getting caught in the emotional storms. They usually blew over quickly in the Norquest family.

  As for Mia, Nate knew he wouldn’t be spending much time with her. As soon as Tango was healed, he would be on the road again. Back to a life that he was more comfortable with.

  Just him and his horses and no one depending on him.

  Chapter 2

  Was that smoke she smelled?

  Mia took another sniff as she walked out of the grocery store, the evening light slanting over the parking lot. She paused and sniffed again, then dismissed it. Probably just her overactive imagination.

  As she came around the corner of Mug Shots, she heard Evangeline call her name. She was leaving the café, Denny and Nate right behind her.

  “You only now finished your grocery shopping?” Evangeline asked.

  “Talking to Tate took longer than I thought, and the grocery store was busy today.” As they walked along the street, she tried to ignore Nate’s presence behind them. She didn’t need to mix up her life by getting distracted by someone like him.

  “Is that smoke I smell?” Nate asked.

  “Yeah. I thought I smelled it, too.” Then she looked up and saw a plume of black smoke in the sky above Mug Shots. Her heart stopped.

  “Looks like it’s coming from Main Street,” she said as she hurried her steps, trying to shake off the idea that it could be her store and her home.

  Then she took another look and saw smoke twining around the telltale crooked brick chimney of her store. Panic clenched her stomach as she grabbed the handles of her stroller and hurried down the street.

  “Mia. Wait,” Denny called out, but she ignored him, her panic growing with each step. And then she came around the corner.

  “It’s my store.” Her legs turned to rubber as she clung to the handles of the stroller. “My boys. My boys are up there. In the apartment.” She pushed the stroller, heading toward the street to cross it, unable to move fast enough.

  Someone caught her by the arm. She shook it off, her entire focus on the smoke pouring out of her store and flames curling up from the roof. She started walking again, but then an arm snaked around her waist. “Don’t. Stay here,” Nate’s voice growled in her ear as his iron-hard arm clamped her against him. “You can’t do anything.”

  “My boys. My boys are in there.” She thrashed against his hands, her fear and panic twisting like the flames now flickering from the roof. “My boys and Angie.”

  She heard the squawk of a two-way radio and then heard another voice behind her.

  She spun around. Jeff Deptuck, a local fireman, stood beside her, his cell phone to his ear and a two-way radio in his other hand. She grabbed at him. “Jeff. The firemen aren’t here yet. My boys are in there with Angie.”

  “Are you sure?” Jeff’s gaze was suddenly intent on hers. “Angie and your boys?”

  “Look, someone is at the window,” Nate called out.

  It was Angie, waving. She was probably trapped.

  “The trucks are out of town. They won’t be here for another ten minutes,” Jeff called out. “Someone get an extension ladder from the hardware store.”

  A tall man broke away from the group that had gathered and ran down the street.

  “By the time he gets the ladder out, it’s going to be too late,” Mia called out.

  “We’ll have to go in up the stairs at the back,” Jeff said.

  “I’m coming with you,” Nate said. “I’ve worked as a volunteer firefighter.”

  “You listen to me and do exactly what I say,” Jeff warned, his voice stern.

  Then without another word, Jeff dashed across the street then ducked into the gap between the buildings to get to the alley.

  “Make sure she doesn’t go anywhere,” Nate said to Denny, then ran across the street after Jeff.

  Mia pulled at Denny’s hands that held her arms like a vise. “I need to go and help them,” she called out. “I know how to get in.”

  But Denny pulled Mia back again as the ominous sound of fire crackling battled with the growing wail of sirens.

  But it was only a police car that came down Main Street.

  “The fire trucks aren’t coming,” Mia sobbed, pulling ineffectually at Denny’s hands. She stared up at Angie’s panicked figure in the window. “They won’t get here in time.”

  Then Angie disappeared and Mia’s heart turned to ice.

  She couldn’t watch, but she couldn’t look away, thoughts, fears and half-formed images seething and twisting through her tortured mind. Her children were inside.

  Angie was inside. What was happening?

  Would Jeff and Nate get there on time?

  She swallowed down a sob and sent up panicked prayers.

  The policeman got out of his car and moved the gathering crowd back.

  Mia’s entire attention was on the building and the smoke billowing out of it now. After what seemed to be hours, the fire trucks finally showed up at the end of the street, the men piling out in a flurry of activity, their bulky suits and reflective tape flashing in the failing sunlight.

  “Stay here, Mia. Evangeline, you make her stay,” Denny warned as he ran toward the firefighters calling out that there were people in the building yet. One of the firefighters spoke with him while others donned masks and hooked tanks over their bulky coats. There were still more who worked in a rhythm, laying out the hoses, hooking them to the nearest fire hydrant. Instructions were called out, verified as the men with masks grabbed their axes and entered the front of the store.

  Then, with a whistle of steam, water was poured onto the building and into the open window. Then more sirens as ambulances came, blue-and-red lights strobing through the smoke and gathering dusk.

  All the noise and activity only increased Mia’s anxiety. The presence of the ambulances were an ominous indication of what could happen. What might happen.

  Neither Evangeline nor Denny spoke as the drama unfolded in front of them, but Mia felt their hands on her, holding her back, yet at the same time, comforting her.

  “Dear Lord, please keep Jeff and Nate safe. Help them to get Angie, Nico and Josh out of the store,” she heard Evangeline praying aloud.

  Mia couldn’t pray anymore, her gaze stuck on the building. The brick facade was now charred with smoke and dripping with water as the flames momentarily retreated.

  Where were the boys? Angie? Jeff? Nate? Time ceased as her world narrowed down to the building with smoke pouring out of the windows, the shouts of the firemen, the drone of water pumps, the hiss of flames being extinguished and the cries of the onlookers now gathered along the street.

  Then another wave of noise caught her attention. It came from a side avenue. People shouting. Cheering.

  Then she sa
w them.

  Jeff, limping as he carried Josh, supported by Angie.

  And behind him, Nate holding Nico close, his head tucked against his neck.

  Mia ran toward them, her heart threatening to burst in her chest.

  “Josh. Nico.” She reached out her arms to take them. But just as she got close, EMT personnel inserted themselves between her and her boys, taking them from Jeff and Nate and escorting Angie to the ambulance.

  “Those are my boys,” she called out, desperate to find out how they were.

  “They’re okay.” Nate came up beside her, reeking of smoke, his face smeared with soot. She caught at him, her fingers digging into his arm.

  “Are you sure? Are you sure?”

  Nate looked down at her, then gave her a tentative smile. “We managed to get them out before the fire got too intense. They’ll be fine.”

  Her legs gave out as the reaction sank in. Nate caught her before she fell. “C’mon, let’s go see how your boys are,” he said, slipping his arm around her shoulder and holding her up. Together they walked to the ambulance, him supporting her, her entire attention focused like a laser on the back of the ambulance.

  Yet, at the same time, she was filled with gratitude for the man holding her up. The man who had rescued her sons.

  “Are you sure you’re okay?” Denny held Nate’s gaze with an intensity Nate tried to ignore. It only reminded him of how close he and Jeff had cut things getting Angie, Nico and Josh out of the building on time.

  “The paramedic said I’m fine, so I’ll take his word for that.” Nate leaned forward in the hard plastic chair of the hospital waiting room, and subconsciously tapped his foot on the shining surface floor. The sharp, antiseptic smell of the hospital brought back memories he thought he’d buried. Memories of other times he’d spent in the emergency room, scared and in pain.

  Just a kid.

  “You should never have run into that building, you know,” Denny said.

  “I had training,” Nate protested, fighting the urge to get up and pace. “That other guy, Jeff, he couldn’t get two kids and that woman out on his own. If we had waited till the fire department showed up, it might have been too late.”

  He didn’t want to let his mind go too far down that road. In spite of his work as a volunteer fireman, he knew he would be reliving that harrowing search in that burning building for months to come. The heat of the floor in Mia’s apartment. The horror that gripped him when he made it to the bed and didn’t find the little boy in it as Angie had said. His panicked sweep of the room only to find the little boy huddled in a closet, his arms wrapped around his knees.

  Denny sat back in his chair and gave him a smile. “You’re quite something, little brother. But you should let the doctor check you over.”

  “I’m fine. I just want to make sure that kid, Nico, is okay.” The boy had scared him. When Nate pulled him out of the closet, he’d gone limp and Nate had to drag him out of the room and back down the stairs, unsure if he was alive or dead.

  “Is Evangeline okay with taking care of those baby girls?” He wanted to talk about something else. Anything else.

  “Yeah. She’s used to handling babies after little Ella came into our lives a couple of months ago.”

  “Hey, I was sorry to hear about your ex-wife’s death,” Nate said, a note of sympathy in his voice.

  “It took some adjusting. Especially since Lila’s sister dropped that bomb the same time she dropped Ella off on my doorstep because she didn’t want to take care of her anymore.”

  “I still can’t believe you're a father of a two-year-old,” Nate said, letting a smile curve his lips. “And you’re getting married again in a couple of months.”

  “I can’t believe it, either, but I have to say, I highly recommend it.”

  Nate just snorted. “Being single is better for a guy like me. Less chance to get hurt.” He stopped himself there. Denny always made him say more than he wanted.

  He remembered coming to the Norquest ranch as a young, angry boy of twelve, abused by his stepfather. Finally taken in by Social Services after one too many trips to the emergency department.

  He was angry, scared and rebellious.

  But Denny’s loving family worked their way past the defenses Nate had spent the first twelve years of his life erecting.

  The Norquests surrounded him with love and laughter and gave him a vision of a life that was good. Jodie, Trista and Adrianna teased him the same way they teased Denny. Steve and Donna Norquest treated him like their own.

  Donna would hold him when he cried, Steve would take him for long horseback rides, saying nothing, allowing Nate to speak when he wanted to.

  He allowed himself to love for the first time in years. After two years of living with them he started calling them Mom and Dad. Started to think that life was worth living again.

  Then, when Nate was seventeen, they died in a small plane crash, reinforcing the one belief he had clung to since his mother left him with an abusive stepfather.

  Letting people into your life ultimately would hurt you. Best to keep your heart whole by keeping it locked up.

  “You’ll change your mind someday,” Denny said with a conviction that created a tinge of frustration in Nate.

  But Nate preferred to keep his comments to himself. Denny was in a good place in his life so, of course, he was going to think Nate should be as well.

  Evangeline came toward them pushing the baby stroller and gave them both a quick smile. “I’ll keep moving,” she whispered as she passed them. “The girls are sleeping. I just called Jodie and she said she would stay until we came back.”

  Denny nodded and leaned back, seemingly content to just sit.

  Nate envied him his composure. He couldn’t sit still. Too much had happened too quickly. He was still processing his accident and now this.

  He tapped his fingers together and blew out his breath, feeling as if the walls were closing in on him.

  “What is taking so long?”

  “You can go back to the ranch if you want,” Denny said. “Check on your horses. See how Jodie is doing with Ella.”

  Nate shook his head. “No. I want to see this through. Do you want something to drink? I’m dry as dust.”

  “No, thanks, but you go ahead. Do you need change for the vending machine?” he asked, already reaching for his wallet.

  “Thanks. I’m good.” Nate had to smile at the offer. Denny was always slipping him money when Nate blew through his allowance sooner than he was supposed to. Always looking out for him. Still looking out for him.

  Nate walked down the hall to the vending machine and made his choice, but when he pulled his wallet out to slip the money in, he was disappointed to see his fingers trembling.

  Aftershock, he reminded himself. The paramedic told him to watch out for it and to go to the hospital if it got too bad.

  As if. He had spent enough of his life in a hospital; he wasn’t going to deliberately check into one on his own. He grabbed the bottle of juice when it dropped into the bin. He twisted the top off and chugged half the bottle down as his mind, unwilling, returned to the thick, choking smoke curling up from the building. The panic that seized him when he saw the flames licking up the side of the wall as he and Jeff pulled open the door to the apartment, dropped to the floor and started crawling. The fear that clutched at him when he didn’t find the little boy in his bed.

  He stopped by the windows overlooking the town as he walked back to the waiting room, pushing the memories down. Rockyview seemed like a good place to stay awhile if he had to stay anywhere. Denny was here. Jodie, too. And it sounded like the other sisters might be popping in from time to time.

  Nate let a hint of a smile play over his lips. He had missed Denny and the girls more than he wanted to admit. The past three years had been tiring and taxing and draining. Too much time on the road. Too many competitions. Too much juggling to find places for his horses to stay on the off-season. Right now he had two mares
that had just foaled, boarded at a friend’s place. It was a temporary situation and awkward.

  One of these days he knew he had to find a permanent home.

  But the thought of settling down, putting down roots, creating the potential for loss... Again.

  He shook off that thought, took another swig of juice and started back down the hallway. Then stopped as another fit of coughing seized him. Unable to walk through it he rested his hand against the wall, doubled over. When he was done, his chest felt as if someone had doused his lungs with acid. He took a few more slow breaths, carefully sucking air into his raw throat. It would be okay, he reminded himself. He was fine and didn’t need to see a doctor.

  Then, as he looked up, he saw Mia standing by the entrance to the emergency department, her arms wrapped tightly around her oldest boy. She was looking directly at him.

  For a moment he felt it again. The initial shot of attraction he had experienced when he first saw her in Evangeline’s bookstore. It has surprised him with its intensity and the fact that he had even allowed it to bloom.

  But that momentary attraction had been doused when he found out that she had children. A family.

  Something he couldn’t allow himself to get pulled into.

  But despite that, he easily remembered how she leaned into him as they walked toward the ambulance. How it felt to hold her close. How, for a moment, it felt nice to be needed.

  He pushed that reaction down. He had his own stuff to deal with and no room for a woman in his life. Especially not a woman who needed more than he could possibly give.

  “Where are Evangeline and Denny?” he asked her as he came around the corner to see the waiting room vacated.

  “The girls just woke up when I got back here. One needed something to eat, the other, a clean diaper. So they’re taking care of it.”